Dang it has been a while...

I start school in a couple of weeks and I am definately ready. I leave for Texas in a couple of days and I am pretty excited about that.. I dont really xanga much anymore because of myspace, but I keep this one cause it I guess kinda means something to me... I really dont know if anyone reads this or not, but coming this school year I am somewhat a changd person... and in love with the most incredible man ever!!

with love,

Amanda

You will forever be missed and loved forever

Robby Johnson Feb 8th 1991- Apr 29th 2006

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

your picture is on my visor with a clip that has a guardian angel and to me I feel that you will be my gaurdian angel and guide me through this rough life whether it be the long dark road ahead of me or whether it be the beautiful walk to the golden gates where I shall see you again.

~Amanda

So I havent updated in awhile.. This xanga thing is gettin old.. I dont really get any comments anymore and it is just old... Well, I am almost done with school!! Thank the Lord.. I have realized a lot this last semester especially!!

Here they are.. The phrase When something bad happens that's who you know who your true friends are never really seemed so clear til this semester.. I have went through some things that you need friends for.. It was a number of things all in a row, and I defintely knew who was true and who was well NOT.. Thank you to the ones that were there!! I dont think that I could have gotten thru it without y'all..

Things are gettin better, but sometimes when I think about it I still get a little sad.. I am ready for the summer.. I hate being in a place where I feel so uncomfortable in.. I feel that no one that lives in the same place as me likes me.. I try to stay out as late as possible so that I wont have to come back here so much.. Tex tells me that it is ok, and that I have some really great friends.. It sucks cause they are guys and I can only see them when it is open hours.. I am not complaining just statin what is up with me..

I really miss my two girls back home.. They were true and they were a great example of what friendship is all about.. We are a triangle of friends and you know what.. None of us has never been left out, that takes some special ppl to make that work..

I am happy with the few close friends that I made here!! They may be few and they may be just guys, but at least I know that they will have my back no matter the situation..

Oh, and I have the best boyfriend in the world.. He is great and loves me for me, even when I am at my ultimate low..

So to a tribute to my friends.. my old ones... Tex, Laura, Sammy, Holmes, Jere, and Levi

and to my new.. Sean, Joe, John, Jon, Jenny and Brandon.. Oh and Razo too

Peace,

Amanda

HEy!!!

Yeah so it has been a real long time... Well first off, my basketball team is undefeated and going to Nationals!!! YEAH>> We are 5 in the nation and have a great chance to go all the way.. I am pretty excited about that.. Anyway, other than that I have been enjoying college...

I have some amazing friends here.. Even tho thid place is kinda dull and boring I have some silly friends that keep it rockin.. Well I though I would just put pics up instead.. I am sure y'all enjoy those more!!!

Much love to y'all,

MAC

THese are my girls(Kirsten and Dana)

This is Sean and Dana.. He is a cutie

This is my boy.. Sean.. HE is flippin awesome

Yeah us girls from the south

We are actually driving on the road right now..

Dude thid girl next to me is 6'3.. Yeah she is a beast.. Oh, How we love her!!!

Well I guess that is all for now.. I will chat it up again soon.. I love you TEX!!!!!!!

MAC